and vulgar. and paranoid. that's what worries me. paranoia. a sure sign of the last link in the chain breaking loose. the whole fucking world is against you, Noemi. poor fucking you. boo-hoo. you know better than this. how can you live with your pathetic self? ah, just get over it. nothing matters. really. nothing at all.
except that kid. and he reminds you everytime you look at him. give him something to smile about. always. even if you can't smile, yourself. there's always a smile to be found around this kid. he knows you. wow. does he ever know me..
