forgive me for being such a... this is utterly... yes... well... nothing to lose now if, indeed it's already been lost... again, I can only speculate and chew on my hair while I do so. I miss u, v... she said to the "blog" that she fabricated as an outlet to release unabashedly unto the fucking faceless zero.one.zero.one.one.one.zero.zero.one.one.one.one.zero (stop me anytime.can'tstop)zero.one.one.one.one.one......zer.o.
nothing adds up, save for the scant hope left in the pessimistic notion that this life machine leaves little room for pleasure squirming on the shores of the toxic leakage. garble garble garble gahhhhrrrrrrrr. it's all just noise in my ear and constant foil between my teeth.