why can't I just give up on this?
am i that disengaged with everything else?
what is it?
I know better.
but fuck
i know there's something not right about all of this
and I have to crack it.
as i said before
i fall a lot
i know how to get up
and when to walk away
i was almost there
walking
skating
cruzing away
then i had one of those little falls
more of a stumble
and well here i am stumblin
tumblin
tumbleweed
but i'm stuck on a dead rabbit
fuck
ribbit
burp
i know better than this
but i'm so fucking drawn to you
to him?
why can't I be direct?
why can't YOU be direct?
none of it makes sense
that's why i can't give up on it
gotta crack it.