I do believe but things are getting better. Have to stay positive. There's no other way. Every part of me just keeps being sucked down this deep dark hole of negativity and I hate it I'm fighting it all the way but there's many days but I just curl up into a ball and I'm numb because that's all I can bear to be I want to do everything at once I want to do too much I often feel lost and always very very very alone. But I just keep trying.
There's still that naive hope in me....
I swear i can see the light and the frayed end of that rope that's dangling in front of me, just barely within my reach... If i just can bring myself to build myself up enough to not only reach it, but to jump far beyond
